Here's the thing, I hope everything works out okay. I hope that whatever you choose to do works out for the better and that you can be happy. Happiness is the best part of life. What get's me through the rough times, are the times when I can feel pleasure once again, even if it is just a moment. The thing about life is- the storms come, but they also pass. Remember that everything happens for a reason. I promise you that everything will get better eventually.