Well it started in English when we were talking about public humiliation, we went on and on about how it's wrong.
But then I thought, aren't blogs basically publicly humiliating people if you post stuff about them on it?
I am overly guilty of this crime. I'm a jerk.
I just always justify with "No one reads my blog" or "Well, it's the truth" or "I want to express myself"
But the fact is, I have done just what we were talking about in class.
What if he had a post about all the things I did? What would we say?
He'd probably call me heartless- - because I was to him.
He'd probably say I flirt with everyone.
He'd say I argue about everything.
He'd say that I am the queen of saying hurtful things. (which, sadly I have said the worst things to him, things I should never had said)
He'd probably talk about how crazy I am.
I wonder if he would say anything nice. Probably not.
I could say nice things about him. I am sure I do sometimes.
My nice list....
He is easy to talk to.
He is decent looking.
He can answer my questions about the church.
Sadly, thats about all I can think of.
Like I said, I am a jerk.
Then as I thought about it, someone told me about his lead in the school play. Of course I couldn't just be nice and happy for him-- I was mad. I am required to go to the dumb thing for drama. I hate how everything in the school year is scheduled the same year after year. I don't need to relive everything.
So yeah, I am a jerk.
I am sorry for being a jerk. I will work harder to be nicer. I know that I can be nicer if I tried harder.
Sometimes being a jerk makes you feel better though. That's what counts, right?
ReplyDeletei think everybody could be nicer mayson. don't get to down on yourself, just realize it needs to be fixed and do it. i was thinking the exact same during class, so i will right along with you.
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