Movie Review?......Ok!!!

So last night me and some friends (who are great must I add) decided to watch two scary movies.

The first one was called "Darkness Falls"

It all started when Sicily told us that it was about the tooth fairy. The tooth fairy who goes around and kills kids. Basically, the beginning was so freaky. This boy lost his last tooth and peeked and the tooth fairy lady came and she tried to kill him but he went in the light. (Oh yeah, no dark for the tooth fairy, she got burned in a fire and is sensitive to light) She did manage to kill his mother and everyone thought he had killed his mother. So they sent him away. -- I forgot to mention the part where this girl just breaks into his room before the tooth fairy lady comes. He asks her to the dance, they kiss, and she says she already told her mom to drive them. They were like 10 . It was weird. Any way, 12 years later the boy with the dead mom and tooth fairy lady going after him, lives in a house with light all over and he takes all these drugs. Of course the girl has a brother who just lost his last tooth and peeked so fairy lady is going after him.

Basically, yeah the whole movie goes on and they are trying to stay out of the dark. Of course it got lame the second the boys got there. They thought we were freaks! That movie ended and Ben predicted the whole thing so it kinda ruined the ending. hahaha. Oh well.

Then we wanted to watch "The Grudge".

So Lydia, Josh and I went to my house to get it. So that movie was... funny. I had seen it so it was not scary and boys usually don't think movies are scary. So me and the boys were just laughing at Lydia and CF freaking out the whole time. Oh that was great. I am pretty sure Lydia broke Rickey's ear. Ok seriously "The Grudge" is like the funniest movie ever. Some blue asian making a weird noise to kill you, pretty strange. It's funnier if you've seen Scary Movie 4. Or when Josh just keeps saying the funniest things.

Overall, it was a pretty great time last night. Being half scared/ half laugh, it was great. I love my friends. That was definitely a party. I know, we are cool, all of this was at the Mayor's house. :)

Ever feel like you don't belong??

This is my great depression picture. It kinda reminds me my mood the last week.

I feel like my life is upside down.

Me and Lizi sometimes go to the Bean Museum. I like Lizi. She is great.

Lately, nothing feels right. I just am hardly comfortable in my own shoes. I am not mad, or sad. But I am not happy either. I wouldn't even call it content. The best word to describe me is ok. Yeah, I am ok. Life isn't bad. I have many good things going for me. My house is turning out because of all the hard work my mom puts into it. I love Lizi! She is super. My social life is 50/50. I am still good friends with Mady and Louie. But I just feel so distant from every one else. Christian Paiva talks to me again. That really makes me happy. :) Some people are just confusing....... People who things technically are going great with, it just feels wrong. Something feels... OFF. I guess thats a good way to put it. I just am so confused lately. I just want change. I have just realized there are so many places and people in this world, I am sick of Provo. I have lived here for a long time, a majority of my life. I've driven on the same roads. I look out the window and I see the same old mountains. I deal with the same 1000 people daily, mostly narrowed down to probably around 150-200 that I see EVERYDAY. There isn't anything wrong with the mountains, the streets, the people or Provo. I am just sick of it. I am ready for college. I can't wait to get out of Utah. Funny, my whole life I have wanted to go to BYU. But I just don't think it is for me. Maybe after a few years of getting out of Provo. As much as I am ready to get out and be independent, I am terrified. I have no idea how life really works. Money is stressful, then trying to do it alone, oh my. But overall, I just need change. There is a world of opportunity that I don't really live in. Basically, today I really feel like a troubled teen. I am so confused about life. I am kinda emotionless. I don't know exactly what my problems are. Hopefully, things will change soon. Summer is only a term away. Thank goodness. :)

This has been a diary of a troubled teen.

My dearest Lauren

Thanks for feeding me lunch today lauren. I really love it when you do! Your house always has yummy food to eat. Thats my story of the moment. The End

Might I Just Add... I LOVE MY FRIENDS

Seriously, I have the very best friends ever. I love them SO very much. They are so great. I feel like I don't say it enough. It's funny, sometimes you can't spend a lot of time with them because life happens, but it doesn't mean I love them any less. For instance, I haven't seen or heard from Wendy, McKann, or Paige in eternity and its so sad, but I absolutely love them still! Then I have friends like Lauren and Emily, I see them both at school a ton but I hardly ever get to hang out with them because our schedules don't fit very well. And I have Lizi, who is an amazing friend/sister. I want her to come around more. Then I have Mady Head, Louie (Sarah Thayne) and Lydia who I hang out with all the time, and I have half my classes with Lyd and Head, so obviously I see them. For instance, last night Me, Mady, Sarah and Lydia hung out at Mady's house and that was seriously so much fun. Well we took our pictures for digital photo. Then we sat in Mady's room for awhile and the only thing they wanted to do was go to Gold's Gym and swim. GUESS WHO DOESN'T HAVE A GOLD"S GYM PASS? hahahaha SO... They went and I just sat in Mady's room and talked on the phone to Jake for like an hour, then I fell asleep. That was probably my favorite part of the night. You'd think I'd be mad that I didn't go with then and they just left me, but I really didn't care at all. So that was great. Thank you Lydia for donating your phone to me because my was broken. I am really happy you did that for me. So then they came back and I still had a headache, oh thats another reason why I didn't go. Mady had no idea where her medicine cabinet was... seriously. But Thankfully, Louie knows Mady's house better and brought me EXCEDRIN! Seriously, that was SO great. Then Lydia left and I suddenly had all this energy. Me and Louie stayed up til 3:20 AM! We were just talking about life and eating Mady's food. That was so great. I seriously love my friends. Last night was great, just like most any night with them. They are so great! I just hope to see some of my disappearing friends soon, because I miss them! THE END!

PS. Max said, yes, and so I am going to Morp! Yay!

This has been a diary of a troubled teen.

March March March......

This is the month of year that never goes by just fast enough. March has mood swings like none other. Some days are spring, some days are winter. I just wish it would make up its mind. In March, at my school, we have no breaks at all. We have school, everyday, all day. No early outs, or days off! AHH Crazy! I dedicate this month to Student Government! (Seriously) Almost every Saturday we have something for it! It is intense! ALL GETTING READY FOR THE BEST WEEK OF MY LIFE.... WASHINGTON DC!!! Oh my I cannot wait at all for it! It will be worth every minute I spend working to get money for it! (Let's hope that works out good...) I also have 6 more events to go to by the end of the term... stressed much? I just know I am going to want to spend a moment for myself with some of my good friends again. Lets hope that happens. On a good note, at least this month is busy so it will hopefully go by fast! Here is what I've got going for me until Washington DC.....

March 5- I have to do this photo shoot with Head, Louie and Lydia for Digital Photo. Hopefully that will turn out way sweet

March 6- Walkie turns 7! Can you believe it? Probably, but I can't. I also have this service thing for student government

March 8- Spring Concert, must go for event

March 12/13- I have to go to Nationals so I have an event for StudGov, also... the 13 I have a garage sale and I have to work at my neighbors wedding thing.

March 18- Culture Night @ Timpview (Student Government thing again :) )

March 19- END OF TERM!!!!!

March 24- Maddox turns 6!

March 27- Car Wash for fundraising

April 2- MORP, hopefully Max will say yes :)

APRIL 5- I FINALLY LEAVE FOR DC!

Yes, Then I have to figure out all my events, which is stressful. But after everything I have a feeling this will feel good to be done and I will feel accomplished. I am so excited for April that I hope this goes by fast enough! Spring is coming. I just cannot wait for summer. Summer is so great. I have a feeling its going to be here so fast. YAY!!!!

THE END. I am done blogging about nothing.

This has been a diary of a troubled teen.

Favorite Moments of 2009

2009 had its ups and downs but I really did love it so much! Overall it was a pretty fantastic year!

December-Celebrating the last day of the year with Mady and Emily! I love them!

December- Dollar Store Night/ Gift Exchange. I love these guys. Such a great night.

November- Thanksgiving Break with Ellen. Sundance Cabin, hanging out with Cullen, Football games and more...

November- Sadie Hawkins Dance in my khaki pants -- There is nothing better! OH OH OH!

November- My Birthday was a good day this year. I enjoyed it a lot, like a lot.

October- Halloween was the best. Especially my surprise party!

October- Fall Break... me and Jamie... We partied.

October- UVU leadership day. Me, Cariel and Taylor had a party that day

September- Homecoming. That was epic. Look at my face art.

September- Football Games. Me and Lydia went to every home sophomore game! (of course she isn't in this picture hahaha)

August- We went boating before school started. So fun

August- This is the night we went star gazing.... nuff said.

August- Me and Lauren went to California. OH MY GOSH... best trip ever. We went to Wicked and went night bowling, swimming, the beach, Uncle John's house.... and more. So great.

August- So this is me and Wendy at Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dream Coat. I loved that play so much. It was amazing!

July- So there was this one week where me and Emily did something together every single day for a week. We went to Cowabunga Bay, slept on the turf, drove around a round-a-bout 126 times, went chalking.... Oh my good week.

July- Harry Potter Six was epic. I waited in line for hours, the power went off in the middle of it and I saw Dom Dom from EFY.

July- Me and Wendy at West Side Story.... hahahahah we went to so many plays during summer

June- Oh my girls camp. That was so fun. I loved the 4th year hike!

June- Tanner and CJ left on their missions. This is me and CJ after his farewell!

May- This day I got stuck at Cowabunga Bay in Draper for 2 hours by myself. I really had an adventure waiting for work to start!

May- Me and Lydia had a pretty fun year. We had half our classes together and just really got to become such great friends!

May- Oh the memories of this night... We walked around for 4 hours talking, made our names our of cheetos and went to Red Mango. I love Paige

May- Ok this is the day we went to McKann's house and played Apples to Apples... That was such a fun night!

April- My Brothers mission call... Maryland Baltimore Mission!

March- Oh my, me Wendy and Paige... GOOD TIMES

March- Girls Night... That was the best!

February- This is the day we went laser tagging. Oh my I was so bad at that game

February- Valentines Day (We are such girls!)

January- Me and Christian on his birthday and random floating stick

January...This was one of the best nights in my life. This picture is SO funny!

and thats the way the cookie crumbles

Well I haven't been up to much lately. We moved into our new house about a month ago, and that's been a pretty big project. Last week I went to the school play, that was pretty good. Some of my friends were in it. I enjoyed that night. :) Um what else? Basically this new intervention thing is super lame, I never use it anyway so after every class, SO DUMB! Stud gov is going well. I really like it a lot! I have made some pretty good friends in there, especially Cariel and Taylor the latte boy. I am so excited. We are going to Washington DC in April and its going to be a blast! So I went to the Sweetheart's Dance the other week, I got my pictures back today. They are SO funny! I love them! (I will probably post them if I figure out how to get them on the computer)