...fall to pieces...

Break Even, Falling to Pieces

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just praying to a God that I don't believe in
'cause I got time while she got freedom
'cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days are some of my worst,
She'll find a man and a man who's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
'cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok?
I'm falling to pieces

They say that things happen for a reason
But no wise word's gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't break even.

Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
you took the suitcase - I took the blame
Now I'm trying to make sense of what little remains
Oh cause you left me with no love in order to remain

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just praying to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even

And what am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
I'm falling to pieces
I'm still alive but the other one's leaving.
I'm falling to pieces
'Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even
Oh it don't break even no, it don't break even no
It don't break even no

I love this song. I have known it for a while but I actually listened to the words and sometimes this is how I feel. I love the line "when a heart breaks no it don't break even" because a lot of the time, one person seems to be more hurt then the other, maybe just because the other person is stronger. The other line I love is "What am I gonna do, when the best part of me was always you? What am I supposed to say, when I am all choked up that you're ok?" I sometimes feel like I lost a part of myself, and if you're fine, why am I not? Everything in your life is so grand, and that bugs me. I have been miserable lately.

But sometimes, that's ok. I don't honestly know how you feels. I just see how you act and I am jealous. Maybe you are lying. Maybe you aren't ok.

We only can view the world from our prospective.

This next song, I have always loved. It doesn't really remind me of anyone in particular. It is just bueno. Sometimes it has someone I think of, but not currently. I just enjoy it and thought that since it was called the same as the one before I could write about it. It is a classic to me. :)

I looked away
then I looked back at you,
You tried to say
the things that you can't undo,
If I had my way
I'd never get over you,
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through.

Make it through the fall,
Make it through it all.

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you.

You're the only one
I'd be with till the end.
When I come undone
you bring me back again.
Back under the stars,
Back into your arms.

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you.

Wanna know who you are,
Wanna know where to start,
I wanna know what this means.

Wanna know how you feel,
Wanna know what is real.
I wanna know everything Everything!

I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it.