I keep on telling myself that there is a point to all of this. The fibs I whisper to my thoughts that it'll all be worth it. That there are lessons to be learned and plenty of fish in the sea.
But I've never loved a human more.
And on that day, I want it to be him. More than anything.
But sometimes I wonder where all of this is going and what we are doing here. Why can't it be?
The amount of love and happiness he brings could supply for a lifetime.
But at the end of the day, I ponder the possibility.
(s o m e t i m e s l o v e i s n o t e n o u g h)