Catching Up...

So it's summer and really I haven't done anything, work, read, sleep, hang out with Shazzo (Lauren) and occasionally others but for the most part, I've just been here, at my house, doing nothing, like nothing, all day long. Yup it's been really boring. Tanner leaves in one week, CJ is gone, its kinda sad. It has been rainy a lot. So, the whole "fun in the sun summer" i have been excited for is kinda on pause. but I love rain! just not cold... but ya. So i realized, I have no friends, pretty much only Lauren, and occasionally others. But no one ever calls, so I just stay at home. Thats my new life style. I haven't gotten ready in days-- days. Like do you know me?! I live for my curling iron and flat iron and haven't used them in SO long. Besides church I have absolutely nothing to get ready for. No boys, i never go out anymore. I feel like I have grounded myself and left myself to do nothing but listen music, watch movies and read. I am currently reading Wicked. I am fascinated by the fact that he can actually WRITE!! i am not used to reading actual books, I just read the twilight sega, over and over again. So it is a change from a cute, corny love stories about sexy hot vampires, their hot werewolf best friends, and the lucky girl in between, to the story of a little girl, unloved by her parents because of her green skin (That's all i have gotten to, but I know the story) but its is quite the change. Besides the fact that I am a social outcast to the world, I love summer! It is amazing. Well time to do something else, cause I have been on the computer for a while. This has been a diary of a troubled teen.