when you're too in love to let it go

Some days aren't your best. . .

And all you wish is that a boy would sing this to you 

...and maybe a chocolate cupcake with vanilla frosting.

(keep dreaming)

this city is my city and i love it

Mascot: Mr. Potes

Photobooth on the bus, wonderful

troublemakers in the back

don't mess

"oh my stars"--Ali Harrison

We've got a potato

IDAHO

Took this for Lauren

Boise Idaho-- the only place Fred Meyer still exists

Mr. Potes

love my girls

phase'n it

we are winners and we win this awesome trophy

Bob Firman himself

Favorite part of the trip?

Jaimie giving a motivational lecture type thing the night before the race. She compares the story of Moses to our hard work. Moses didn't give up, he worked hard, lalalam you know the story, it's Moses. Here's the dialog. . . 

"So Moses, didn't just get what he wanted when he wanted it. After he parted the red sea he was still in the wilderness for, what? 40 years!"

"Moses never even made it to the promised land!"

"Right"

Then we all just burst out laughing because it was hilarious. I mean, he didn't even get the overall goal and Jaimie totally agreed without realizing it. Oh I love Mormon humor.

One other funny part, we had to stop somewhere on the way home and about 5 minutes driving on the freeway after our stop we realized we were driving the wrong way. (We had to take a car and a bus, so I went home in the car because I was sick) The next stop was like 5 minutes from that. It was classic.

currents will pull us

You know when you take a nap after school then someone calls you? Then you panic and freak out thinking you slept in, and convince yourself that it's Saturday and you didn't really sleep in? Then the lady on the phone asks you if you are busy tomorrow on Tuesday and you freak out thinking you totally missed school? And somehow this all happens in a split second and then you remember that you took a nap and it's Monday?

And you still don't have your Harris Teeter sandwich and the closest one is still 1,000 miles away.

That's my afternoon.

Ps. I am in looove with Ethan Baird. Just saying.

if i had a million dollars

Pinterest is my favorite thing ever. But sometimes, it depresses me.

$292

On a blog, cannot find online

$278

No place to buy it

$1395

If I had more money, dress shopping would be simple.

when you try your best

In the scriptures it reads, "To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heavens" 

So maybe it's not my cross country season. Last year, I gained so much from my season. I learned a lot about myself, and my abilities. Last season, each week I would get consecutively better, I would PR, I would feel great.  Maybe it was my time for that last year.

But here's the thing: I coudn't train this summer like I did last summer, I lost two valuable months. Instead it was my season to go to Maryland, where I also learned about myself and my abilities. I'm busy with student government and yearbook. I will be starting play practice on Tuesday, I have missed XC for some reasons or another.

The point is: it's my season for other things. It's time to grow in other places. I never intended to be the best runner on the team, I only intended to become better. However, comparing times from last year, seeing how much I haven't improved, it only get's me down. I'm becoming someone better by the other things I have been and will continue to do.

Sometimes we're our biggest fear because we don't know ourselves as well as we think. That's where faith and trust in the Lord comes in. We can only learn so much about ourselves in a small amount of time. Believe in his timing.

sunshine, lollipops, and rainbows

Today is probably the best day I have had in a long time. Everything went my way today. Here I go boasting about my great day!

No first, that's always great, but when your best friend Sarah Thayne comes over to do homework and eat breakfast and then skip third. 3 hours, then a class, then lunch with your best friend (so being with her from 7:30-12:45) automatically makes it a good day.

Musical Theater- oh my goodness, that was so great. Brower and Larson were working on the cast list for the play, so we played games and hosted our own class. My musical theater class is absolutely wonderful.

So they put the cast list up for the school play, 93 people made it in the show. I still didn't know if I was to make it! BUT I did. And so 30 people have speaking lines and by some miracle I got one. Okay, so maybe I will say one line, (who knows) but still, I have never done anything like this. I am SO excited. I know it's not a big deal, but it is for me.

XC- we only ran like 2 and a half miles. Hooray!

After that I took the kids to a soccer game, then I ditched them at home. Eric came and got me and we went to the volleyball game. "We" won a shirt. (really Eric "stole" it from me, but we decided to take turns with it), then went to the band thing. I got to shadow Maren, oh my that was such a wonderful experience. I had so much fun.


Then I came home, blogged, and  I need to eat dinner. All I have had is half of Eric's sandwich because he is a gentleman and shares his jackets and sandwiches. As much as I want to kill him, we have a good student body president.

i'm just stuck in a moment with you

Here's my day so far: school, xc, shower, dinner, act class and now it is time for psych homework and cleaning the kitchen.

I live a time fulfilling, busy, hectic life. And mostly,


I love it that way. 






But sometimes I miss the good old days when I had time to talk on that bench, or stand around for hours.

Just saying.